Sometimes I don't know if my eyes are opened or closed, I believe it relies on whether my book is opened... or closed. "I've been reading as if books were to no further exist and these are my last days of delight" My mind was running its annoyingly monologue....again. as if I had nothing else to think of. I hate how it comes unexpectedly, and always far away from a pen and paper. It feels as if its not my own mind. I was walking, as usual from the bus stop to my home. Home? Was I even supposed to call it that way? I certainly have some issues over the word. My house? Keine Ahnung. Anyways...Between the letters at the holocaust museum and this book I
let my mind wander around those thoughts and feelings, how awfully they werecrushed and how they're nothing but wind now.
Write me a letter,but lie, tell me it's all better
tell me about sorrow, and your dreams for tomorrow
tell me how you feel, when they make you kneel,
tell me what is life, from the prospect of mice
tell me what you wish, when you hear them hiss
but lie, please lie
since I want to remember you well and alive.